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When i steped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house i had only two things on my mind Paul Newman and a ride home

- Ponyboy Curtis

- S.E Hinton , The Outsiders



Follow Your Dreams

I remember when i was little i used to always say to myself follow your dreams & don't let anyone stop you & never give up hope but when i look back & think i see that i'm not following my dreams like i'm suppose to i'm just giving up when i should be trying again & again until i get to where i want to get in life.



Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Haters? :D

k well to be honest i know that alot of people don't like me & i don't care what makes me a bit mad is that they don't come to me & say that they hate me to my face it would be nice if someone did for once instand of just telling their friend & then their friend comes to me saying that they hate me i just tell the person to tell their friend that they can hate me all they want because i could crae less well i don't even care at all i just want somebody to come to my face and say i hate you k. and then all i would say is awe thank you i hate you too & your also a two faced bitch that no one likes. :)

i'm being 100% honest.

more drama !

me & a group of my friend's in my class have had some drama lately with this girl in our class that we don't like but she just thinks that we like her but at frist we did until she start rumors about us when we did nothing to her at all and saying that we're the ones talking shit about her when we're not until september came and she started out nice i guess and now she's the biggest bitch too us. and she says that she's not going to tell anyone when you tell her who you like and other things also but you really shouldn't trust someone like her one bit. LOL (:

Monday, October 4, 2010

Growing Up?

well lets put it this way some people don't wanna grow up but i know i do & try some new things & starting highschool is a good start to grow up & going to a different school means meeting new people which is a great thing. i really wanna learn how to drive & mostly i just wanna meet new people that's what i'm really looking forward to when i go to highschool. i just can't wait to go to highschool. :)

The Outsiders S.E Hinton

1. the outsiders. is a great book & movie , The book follows two rival groups, the Greasers and the Socs who are divided by their Socioeconomic status.

As the novel opens, Ponyboy is leaving a movie theater when he is jumped by a group of Socs. He is saved from the attack by his friends and brothers, Darry and Sodapop. That night, Dallas, Johnny, and Ponyboy meet two Soc girls, Sherri (Cherry) Valance and Marcia . Ponyboy realizes that Cherry is nothing like the Socs he has met before. She tells Ponyboy that "things are rough all over", indicating that the rich kids have problems of their own. On the way home, Cherry and Marcia's boyfriends, Bob Sheldon and Randy Adderson, see them with Johnny, Two-Bit, and Ponyboy outside the movie and think the boys are trying to "pick them up". The boys also realize that Bob is the boy with rings who once beat up Johnny. Cherry and Marcia prevent a fight by leaving with Bob and Randy willingly. When Ponyboy comes home, Darry gets really angry and hits him. Ponyboy storms out of the house and meets up with Johnny. As they wander around the neighborhood, Bob, Randy, and three other drunk Socs confront them in a vacant lot. They chase and catch both of them. Ponyboy is nearly drowned in a fountain by David, another Soc, so a terrified Johnny stabs Bob, accidentally killing him and scaring away the other Socs. The two boys run to find Dally, who gives them some money and a loaded gun and tells them to hide in an abandoned church a short distance out of town.

When Dally comes to find them, he reveals that Cherry has become a spy for the Greasers and that the fights between the two rival groups have exploded in intensity since Bob's death. Johnny decides that he wants to turn himself in, as it isn't fair to Ponyboy to have to hide out while his brothers are worried about him. As they leave for home, they notice the church has caught on fire and that several small children are trapped inside. Johnny and Ponyboy rush to rescue them, but a large piece of burning wood falls on Johnny and breaks his back. Dally rescues Johnny from the burning church, burning his own arm along the way. Ponyboy spends a short time in the hospital. When his brothers arrive to see him, Darry breaks down and cries. Ponyboy then realizes that Darry cares about him, and is only hard on Ponyboy because he wants him to have a good future.
As Ponyboy is recovering at home, Two-Bit shows up and informs him that Johnny and Ponyboy have been declared heroes for rescuing the kids, but that Johnny will be charged with manslaughter for Bob's death. Also, the Greasers and Socs have agreed to settle their turf war with a major rumble in the vacant lot. When Ponyboy and Two-Bit visit Johnny and Dally in the hospital, they find Johnny in bad condition with multiple burns and a broken back. Dally is recovering well and insists on going to the rumble. The next evening, the Greasers win the fight with the Socs. Ponyboy however suffers from a concussion. After the rumble, Dally and Ponyboy visit Johnny again, where he dies in front of their eyes. Dally is overwhelmed and runs out of the hospital. Soon after, Darry and the others get a phone call from Dally, who has robbed a grocery store. The boys run out to find him, but the police are chasing him. Dally pulls out an unloaded gun that he only used as a bluff. Not knowing this, the police shoot him down. The boys realize that Dally couldn't bear to live without Johnny. Ponyboy faints and stays sick and delirious for nearly a week. While recovering at home, he convinces himself that Johnny is not dead and that he is the one who killed Bob. When Ponyboy goes back to school, his grades drop dramatically. He begins to run into things and forget things. Although he is failing English, his teacher says he will pass him if he writes a decent theme. Ponyboy reads the copy of Gone with the Wind that Johnny gave to him before dying. In the pages, he finds a note from Johnny describing how he will die proudly after saving the kids from the fire. Johnny also urges Ponyboy to "stay gold," by which he means to stay the way he is and follow his dreams. With this in mind, Ponyboy decides to write his English assignment about everything that has happened recently in his life, and it is hinted that the novel itself is Ponyboy's English assignment. He begins with the same sentence with which the book began: "When I stepped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house, I had only two things on my mind Paul Newman and a ride home..."

Another Boring Day

so today was another boring day again and i did nothing at all period and tomorrow is school and i did nothing this whole weekend at all. when i was suppose to go to the mall & get my highlights redone but no my brother just had to get his room painted and i had no internet the whole day and i couldn't ask what time we were going to the mall at or anything and my mom was helping my dad & my brother paint his room so i couldn't get my highlights redone when my mom promised me that i was going to get them this saturday.

aha

to be honest when people talk shit about me i don't care but when they say that i dated someone and did this with the person making me look like a slut then that's when i start to care what their saying & why don't they just say their lies to my face i guess their too pussy to. aha , it's not like i'm going to hit you just say it to my face and not through a text like come on.

October,3,2010

today is october 3 2010, and today i found out that my best friend had deleted me off facebook,& i don't know why maybe i did something wrong but i don't know what and i hope that she will tell me what i did wrong that made her mad at me and that i can fix the porblem, because this whole thing is making me really upset & i don't like fighting with her it just makes me upset . BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE.
so today i'm not doing much just on my laptop writing because now i seem to like writing and that's why i have a blog. aha , well my day started out as me waking up in the morning. and i was hungry so i ask my mom to bake crescents and i helped her sort of i had a little trouble opening the crescents,

Friday, October 1, 2010

mall/highlights tomorrow.

okay so tomorrow i'm going to the mall with lejla krsic & maybe someone else i'm not sure yet. also tomorrow i'll have my highlights redone because i don't have that many highlights anymore. but i might not get blonde highlights again i've been getting blonde highlights for three years now. ( :

Thursday, September 30, 2010

WE DAY

today is we day omg my most favourite day ever because it's we day and in grade 7 mr federico took some kids in my class to a we day thing at hamilton place it was so much fun and i wanna go again and hear Craig Kielburger speak again. i hope that we go again and i get picked like in grade 7.

Craig Kielburger ♥

September , 30 , 2010

kso today is september 30 the last day of september and tomorrow we have no school. and i wanna hang out with some friend's tomorrow. not sure yet if they can come but i'm still waiting to see, because well i never hanged out with them outside of school and i don't wanna just sit around and do nothing tomorrow. so yeah. LOL :)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

kso i'm not having a good day at all.

okay so today isn't a really good day for me everything that i did today would try out wrong like in gym my bumps sucked like shit and would just keep going up and not to the person i want it to go to. and i was getting hit by alot of volleyballs which isn't fun at all & i also fell in gym  class too ouch. & now my legs hurt.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

new grade 8 class

omg there's going to be a new grade 8 class called 8c the 8's in the 7/8 class will be in 8c and 6 people in my class will go to that class & in 8b 7 people in that class will go to 8c and i honestly don't want to be in that class and if i get picked i'm going to be so pissed that i wont even go to that class. and they tell the people who will be moved tomorrow.

volleyball try outs

omg today were the volleyball try outs it was so much fun & it was my frist time trying out for a sport at school. i'm not sure if i'm going to make it or not but i'll have to wait & see :)