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When i steped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house i had only two things on my mind Paul Newman and a ride home

- Ponyboy Curtis

- S.E Hinton , The Outsiders



Follow Your Dreams

I remember when i was little i used to always say to myself follow your dreams & don't let anyone stop you & never give up hope but when i look back & think i see that i'm not following my dreams like i'm suppose to i'm just giving up when i should be trying again & again until i get to where i want to get in life.



Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Haters? :D

k well to be honest i know that alot of people don't like me & i don't care what makes me a bit mad is that they don't come to me & say that they hate me to my face it would be nice if someone did for once instand of just telling their friend & then their friend comes to me saying that they hate me i just tell the person to tell their friend that they can hate me all they want because i could crae less well i don't even care at all i just want somebody to come to my face and say i hate you k. and then all i would say is awe thank you i hate you too & your also a two faced bitch that no one likes. :)

i'm being 100% honest.

more drama !

me & a group of my friend's in my class have had some drama lately with this girl in our class that we don't like but she just thinks that we like her but at frist we did until she start rumors about us when we did nothing to her at all and saying that we're the ones talking shit about her when we're not until september came and she started out nice i guess and now she's the biggest bitch too us. and she says that she's not going to tell anyone when you tell her who you like and other things also but you really shouldn't trust someone like her one bit. LOL (:

Monday, October 4, 2010

Growing Up?

well lets put it this way some people don't wanna grow up but i know i do & try some new things & starting highschool is a good start to grow up & going to a different school means meeting new people which is a great thing. i really wanna learn how to drive & mostly i just wanna meet new people that's what i'm really looking forward to when i go to highschool. i just can't wait to go to highschool. :)

The Outsiders S.E Hinton

1. the outsiders. is a great book & movie , The book follows two rival groups, the Greasers and the Socs who are divided by their Socioeconomic status.

As the novel opens, Ponyboy is leaving a movie theater when he is jumped by a group of Socs. He is saved from the attack by his friends and brothers, Darry and Sodapop. That night, Dallas, Johnny, and Ponyboy meet two Soc girls, Sherri (Cherry) Valance and Marcia . Ponyboy realizes that Cherry is nothing like the Socs he has met before. She tells Ponyboy that "things are rough all over", indicating that the rich kids have problems of their own. On the way home, Cherry and Marcia's boyfriends, Bob Sheldon and Randy Adderson, see them with Johnny, Two-Bit, and Ponyboy outside the movie and think the boys are trying to "pick them up". The boys also realize that Bob is the boy with rings who once beat up Johnny. Cherry and Marcia prevent a fight by leaving with Bob and Randy willingly. When Ponyboy comes home, Darry gets really angry and hits him. Ponyboy storms out of the house and meets up with Johnny. As they wander around the neighborhood, Bob, Randy, and three other drunk Socs confront them in a vacant lot. They chase and catch both of them. Ponyboy is nearly drowned in a fountain by David, another Soc, so a terrified Johnny stabs Bob, accidentally killing him and scaring away the other Socs. The two boys run to find Dally, who gives them some money and a loaded gun and tells them to hide in an abandoned church a short distance out of town.

When Dally comes to find them, he reveals that Cherry has become a spy for the Greasers and that the fights between the two rival groups have exploded in intensity since Bob's death. Johnny decides that he wants to turn himself in, as it isn't fair to Ponyboy to have to hide out while his brothers are worried about him. As they leave for home, they notice the church has caught on fire and that several small children are trapped inside. Johnny and Ponyboy rush to rescue them, but a large piece of burning wood falls on Johnny and breaks his back. Dally rescues Johnny from the burning church, burning his own arm along the way. Ponyboy spends a short time in the hospital. When his brothers arrive to see him, Darry breaks down and cries. Ponyboy then realizes that Darry cares about him, and is only hard on Ponyboy because he wants him to have a good future.
As Ponyboy is recovering at home, Two-Bit shows up and informs him that Johnny and Ponyboy have been declared heroes for rescuing the kids, but that Johnny will be charged with manslaughter for Bob's death. Also, the Greasers and Socs have agreed to settle their turf war with a major rumble in the vacant lot. When Ponyboy and Two-Bit visit Johnny and Dally in the hospital, they find Johnny in bad condition with multiple burns and a broken back. Dally is recovering well and insists on going to the rumble. The next evening, the Greasers win the fight with the Socs. Ponyboy however suffers from a concussion. After the rumble, Dally and Ponyboy visit Johnny again, where he dies in front of their eyes. Dally is overwhelmed and runs out of the hospital. Soon after, Darry and the others get a phone call from Dally, who has robbed a grocery store. The boys run out to find him, but the police are chasing him. Dally pulls out an unloaded gun that he only used as a bluff. Not knowing this, the police shoot him down. The boys realize that Dally couldn't bear to live without Johnny. Ponyboy faints and stays sick and delirious for nearly a week. While recovering at home, he convinces himself that Johnny is not dead and that he is the one who killed Bob. When Ponyboy goes back to school, his grades drop dramatically. He begins to run into things and forget things. Although he is failing English, his teacher says he will pass him if he writes a decent theme. Ponyboy reads the copy of Gone with the Wind that Johnny gave to him before dying. In the pages, he finds a note from Johnny describing how he will die proudly after saving the kids from the fire. Johnny also urges Ponyboy to "stay gold," by which he means to stay the way he is and follow his dreams. With this in mind, Ponyboy decides to write his English assignment about everything that has happened recently in his life, and it is hinted that the novel itself is Ponyboy's English assignment. He begins with the same sentence with which the book began: "When I stepped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house, I had only two things on my mind Paul Newman and a ride home..."

Another Boring Day

so today was another boring day again and i did nothing at all period and tomorrow is school and i did nothing this whole weekend at all. when i was suppose to go to the mall & get my highlights redone but no my brother just had to get his room painted and i had no internet the whole day and i couldn't ask what time we were going to the mall at or anything and my mom was helping my dad & my brother paint his room so i couldn't get my highlights redone when my mom promised me that i was going to get them this saturday.

aha

to be honest when people talk shit about me i don't care but when they say that i dated someone and did this with the person making me look like a slut then that's when i start to care what their saying & why don't they just say their lies to my face i guess their too pussy to. aha , it's not like i'm going to hit you just say it to my face and not through a text like come on.

October,3,2010

today is october 3 2010, and today i found out that my best friend had deleted me off facebook,& i don't know why maybe i did something wrong but i don't know what and i hope that she will tell me what i did wrong that made her mad at me and that i can fix the porblem, because this whole thing is making me really upset & i don't like fighting with her it just makes me upset . BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE.
so today i'm not doing much just on my laptop writing because now i seem to like writing and that's why i have a blog. aha , well my day started out as me waking up in the morning. and i was hungry so i ask my mom to bake crescents and i helped her sort of i had a little trouble opening the crescents,

Friday, October 1, 2010

mall/highlights tomorrow.

okay so tomorrow i'm going to the mall with lejla krsic & maybe someone else i'm not sure yet. also tomorrow i'll have my highlights redone because i don't have that many highlights anymore. but i might not get blonde highlights again i've been getting blonde highlights for three years now. ( :

Thursday, September 30, 2010

WE DAY

today is we day omg my most favourite day ever because it's we day and in grade 7 mr federico took some kids in my class to a we day thing at hamilton place it was so much fun and i wanna go again and hear Craig Kielburger speak again. i hope that we go again and i get picked like in grade 7.

Craig Kielburger ♥

September , 30 , 2010

kso today is september 30 the last day of september and tomorrow we have no school. and i wanna hang out with some friend's tomorrow. not sure yet if they can come but i'm still waiting to see, because well i never hanged out with them outside of school and i don't wanna just sit around and do nothing tomorrow. so yeah. LOL :)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

kso i'm not having a good day at all.

okay so today isn't a really good day for me everything that i did today would try out wrong like in gym my bumps sucked like shit and would just keep going up and not to the person i want it to go to. and i was getting hit by alot of volleyballs which isn't fun at all & i also fell in gym  class too ouch. & now my legs hurt.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

new grade 8 class

omg there's going to be a new grade 8 class called 8c the 8's in the 7/8 class will be in 8c and 6 people in my class will go to that class & in 8b 7 people in that class will go to 8c and i honestly don't want to be in that class and if i get picked i'm going to be so pissed that i wont even go to that class. and they tell the people who will be moved tomorrow.

volleyball try outs

omg today were the volleyball try outs it was so much fun & it was my frist time trying out for a sport at school. i'm not sure if i'm going to make it or not but i'll have to wait & see :)

Monday, September 27, 2010

oh my gosh

omg i like i might have a crush on someone for real i havn't had a crush on someone for a whole year and now i might like someone it's werid. LOL

Last Time - George Nozuka , I love this song ♥

Ill tell you all something man
This girl man
I used to love we was together
She left, She with this other guy
Its really blowing my mind right now
George man I gotta tell you about it

I was up in the VIP section
I've seen her with her girlfriends dancin'
With her tight blue jeans and stilettos on
I thought about our last convo on the telephone
And I said girl I'm going on a tour
I'll be gone for 4 months
So why don't we just break it on off for 4 months
She said boy if you leave you so nuts
'Cause Imma just move on
And you gonna be so crushed

Never thought I'd bump into you
With another guy under your arm
Now I know that I was a fool
Fool of my girl, fool of my girl
The whole time that you were with me
My friends said I did you wrong
And now it's easy to see
It just took too long

That was the last time
'Cause the last time
I said goodbye to you
(said goodbye to you)

Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time
Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time

You keep on blocking my calls
So now I know how it feels
And it hurts
What goes around comes around
The pain is so real
I see you two so happy
Don't know what to do (Oh)
I'm lost without you (Nooo)

It was the last time
'Cause the last time (Ohhh)
Don't wanna say goodbye (say goodbye)
Don't wanna say goodbye to you

Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time
Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time

Jeah, momma said
Boy she with a keeper
But now I understand
Why I'm sick with a fever
That's why I run around
With the models and divas
Drinkin' away the pain
With the henni and tequila
If I could take it all back I would
I'd take it back to the days
Where our love was all good
When I used to have you
On the bed, legs spread
Instead, I'm listening to the words you always said

On the real
Doesn't matter what's been said or done
How I feel
Don't you know that your the only one
Last time,
I took you for granted
When you were mine
Please forget about the last time
Let's talk

Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time
Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time

Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
Last time
Don't let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
(fades..)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Child Labour

In  the normal lives of families with steady and adequate incomes, parents go to work every day and children are left to play with friends and go to school. However, such is not the case for the 218 million child labourers around the world who daily find themselves working long hours under harsh, dangerous and exploitative conditions.


They are everywhere but invisible, toiling as domestic servants in homes, labouring behind the walls of workshops, hidden from view in plantations.......


FACTS:


• 73 million working children are less than 10 years old.


• Every year, 22,000 children die in work-related accidents.


• The largest number of working children-122 million-are in the Asia-Pacific region.


• 8.4 million children are trapped in slavery, trafficking, debt bondage, prostitution, pornography and other illicit activities


What you need to know!


"It was like a prison, we were locked inside. We worked from 5 a.m. until midnight making carpets and we slept among the machines." - Kumar, child labourer


Some Causes of Child Labour:-


-Poverty-Inadequate school facilities-Family size-Immoral employers


Why we should care?


"Our greatest natural resource is the minds of our children."- Walt Disney----------------------------------------------------------"The change starts within each one of us, and ends only when all children are free to be children.”– Craig Kielburger


June 12th is World Day Against Child Labour


Help end Child Labour..because our children are the future, the geniuses of tomorrow<span> </span>In the normal lives of families with steady and adequate incomes, parents go to work every day and children are left to play with friends and go to school. However, such is not the case for the 218 million child labourers around the world who daily find themselves working long hours under harsh, dangerous and exploitative conditions.They are everywhere but invisible, toiling as domestic servants in homes, labouring behind the walls of workshops, hidden from view in plantations.......FACTS:• 73 million working children are less than 10 years old.• Every year, 22,000 children die in work-related accidents.• The largest number of working children-122 million-are in the Asia-Pacific region.• 8.4 million children are trapped in slavery, trafficking, debt bondage, prostitution, pornography and other illicit activitiesWhat you need to know!"It was like a prison, we were locked inside. We worked from 5 a.m. until midnight making carpets and we slept among the machines." - Kumar, child labourerSome Causes of Child Labour:--Poverty-Inadequate school facilities-Family size-Immoral employersWhy we should care?"Our greatest natural resource is the minds of our children."- Walt Disney----------------------------------------------------------"The change starts within each one of us, and ends only when all children are free to be children.”– Craig KielburgerJune 12th is World Day Against Child Labour Help end Child Labour..because our children are the future, the geniuses of tomorrow

Friday, September 24, 2010

it's the weekend :]

omg the week went up fast which is cool i guess and i don't know what i'm doing this weekend i guess something is better then doing nothing at all on the weekend. maybe tomorrow me & lejla might go outside & play volleyball. LOL :]

wow

omg i've known this guy for 4 years & he lives in my building and i never seemed to remember his name i feel so stupid for always forgetting his name. but now i know his name it's Slaven , i bet i'm going to forget his name again. LOL :]

Weekend :]

okay well the weekend is here and i don't have any plans yet and i don't have anyone to hang out with i think and i wanna play volleyball but my volleyball is too hard and it hurts when you hit the ball.well now i don't know what else i should plan maybe i could go to the mall i guess. i don't know. LOL :]

omg

omg my friend likes this kid in grade 7 when she's in grade 7 ( not saying names ) and she's asking my other friend to find out what his personalty is well my friend who likes the kid shouldn't be asking my other to find out because she doesn't know him & he doesn't know her and now the girl that likes the kid wont stop asking my other friend these questions like did you find out did you did you huh? like to be honest she should just ask one of his friend's or something.not my other friend. LOL :]

Volleyball try outs on tuesday.

k so on tuesday is the volleyball try outs and i'm so scared and maybe i'm not good enough to make the team. so i asked some of the other girl's if they were trying out for volleyball and alot of them told me that i should try out that i'm really good. but i'm never tryed out for anything and that's why i'm scared to try out. but i really want to try out to see if i have what it takes to make the volleyball team. well i guess i'm going to try out for sure no backing out. :]

wish me luck. LOL ♥

September , 24 , 2010

So today at school it was a okay day hang out with friend's , no english , no sicence. but today in gym was awesome my last hit was really good i ran & hit the ball and fell on the floor like i always do and someone hit the ball and it was coming to our side & i was still one the floor and i thought it was going to hit me for sure and when i saw it i started kicking my feet up in the air. it was fun & soon i'm going to go play volleyball with lejla & maybe aniee. LOL :]

Thursday, September 23, 2010

September , 23 , 2010 , 10:00

okay my volleyball had to be pumped so my dad and me were pumping the ball & now my arms hurt like crazy. well now my volleyball is hard as hell and  i can't wait to play tomorrow with lejla :]

2012

okay some people think that the world is going to end in the year of 2012. then other people think that the whole thing is stupid & that the world wont end in 2012 & one of those people are me. their just trying to scare us well it worked on some people and i hate when people hear 2012 and they yell out we're all going to die like honestly shut up it's not going to happen.i find this really funny because it just shows people that other people will believe everything you say or hear on tv. LOL :]


We're not going to die in the year of 2012.

September , 23 , 2010

okay today was a fun day at school even though i wasn't feeling very well but it was still a fun day and today in english mr.schuster wasn't there so this fat guy was our teacher and no one would listen to him it was funny and gym was really fun we played a volleyball game. but today in music i had alot of troubles breating while i was playing.

September , 19 , 2010

oke so i think i like this guy in my class but i'm not sure if i like him or not and i didn't tell anyone about this not even my bestfriend.so how my day went well i went to the mall and i got a new sweater and it's really cute. and when i got home i took a shower and now i'm watching criminal minds & after that is the glades i love those shows & bones & fringe. & yeah tomorrow is school the weekend went by fast whyyy? okay so i don't have a crush on the guy LOL

Grade 8

Well grade 8 is going good so far & i met new people that i soon became really good friend's with. to be honest the guys arn't cute or hot alot of them are assholes and some of them are nice. but not good looking but that's what i think and i like my class & my homeroom teacher is okay but he's not the best. and the classes are okay well some of them but music is hard for me because i have alot of trouble breathing when i play. and gym is really fun i like the teacher she's really nice & helpful i don't know why some people don't like her but everyone isn't the same. i'll be writing more about grade 8 soon.

September , 15 , 2010

Okay in a few hours i'll be going to school but i don't have a clue what to wear today or if it's even going to be cold or hot today wow fail lol so i'm sitting on my bed thinking what to wear to school i got an idea why don't i just mix something up & if it doesn't look good then i'll try something else on so i was trying on clothes for about half an hour my friend texts me saying that she's coming to pick me up so what we can walk to school together then i'm like omg i don't even know what i'm going to wear to school and now i have to think fast like just hurry & pick something , anything so i picked skinny jeans & a shirt from bluenotes & then my friend knock on my door so my mom lets her in and i just had to put my shoes on so i told her to wait a minute and then we were walking to school & that day ended up being so boring that i almost fell asleep in english class well because mr.schuster is a boring teacher. Lmfao. well bayye bayye i'll be writting some more after school have a nice day ♥ :P

September , 15 , 2010 , 1:30am

heyye so i honestly havn't had any sleep at all tonight or last night because for some stupid reason i can't sleep so i went to read a book then i got bored after that and went to go get something to drink and came back to my room so i sat there on my bed for about 5 minutes doing nothing at all then i said whatever i'm going on my laptop. so i went on and made this site because i got bored and i like to blog yess i might sound like an odd child. but yes i like to blog so that mostly why i made this site. so bayye bayye i'll be writting soon :P